It seems to me that for as long as I can remember I have felt like I have not had enough time in my day to do anything. So many things in this world interest me and now that my family is going I am even more “time poor”
As I write this I am laying in bed unable to sleep, my wife breathing deeply and off in the other room my son snores his little head off.
It has really made me think about the time that I have on this earth, what is truly important and what we think is important. I love movies and TV shows, I love making 3D models and I love photography. The thing is, with my family, when do I have time do do any of these things. Yes I like them all but really, are they important?
Thy fact of the matter is no, no they are not. Right now, the most important things in my life are the happiness and financial stability of my family. Every day I need to go to work and earn money to make sure they have what they need.
This then put me further in to thought. Do I need to be happy in my job? Is it important? Well, the answer to that is a resounding yes. Simply put. Your happiness directly affects your family and from what I can see you need a balance of both.
Now this might be an insomnia filed rant post about nothing an everything but I think the point is as follows.
You will never have enough time in your life to do everything that you want. Find the happiness in what you do have time to do and make sure that you find the happiness in your work. To be happy in life, work and family you will have to concede. Be ok with compromise and use the happiness of your family to fuel your day to day life. One day you will find time to do the things you truly want but until then. Be happy with what you have.
I’m going to try and sleep now
efnay singing off.